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Name: Shelly
Birthday: 1/12/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: To be honest with you God i my focus followed by school, family, Tood, and friends. Those are my intrests. Actually I guess i could add in my passion for children, drama, music, and dance. Classic dance not club dancing.
Expertise: I guess my exerptise would be in dealing with children...well I guess having the love for them and having the patients to deal with them
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  Lovelyshelbo2003
MSN: shekay2003@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  ladyshel777@yahoo.com
Member Since:
8/7/2004
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| I just wanted to take a minute, while I am in class, to look back at the past year and few months. This time last year I was excited and scared about starting Occupational Therapy school. Last summer I took two Child Developmental classes and Physics. I started OT school in August and my life was so busy. In November I lost two friends. One of them was from my classes in college. She had lupus. She passed of a worn body and illness. She had a husband and had a career set up for herself. The second friend I lost was being a designated driver and was hit by a driver that was three times over the legal limit. She survived the crash and passed four days later in the hospital. She was a friend from high school. Christmas came and went and I found out that my Great Uncle was sick. New Years came and went as usual. My Birthday wasn't anything special. School started and the chaos was the same as the semester before. Night before last my mom called to let me know that they took my Great Uncle off of foods. We knew it wouldn't be long before he passed. She called me yesterday to let me know that he had passed. The funeral is Saturday and mom wanted me to come up on Friday. I have some school stuff that I need to do on Friday so I will not get there until Saturday. I am not sure how to act around the rest of my family. I have lost someone of my family just like they have but I am still not sure how to act around them, especially my cousin (her grandfather is the one that passed). I mean he is just my Great Uncle, but I looked at him as my second grandfather. I am not looking forward to this weekend. I have homework to do and I do not like funerals, but I have to deal with the final stage of life. I am ready for my life to be "normal" but it doesn't look like it is going to happen anytime soon. | | |
| Well folks I am beginning to realize what it means to grow up and get older. In the past week I have seen two girls that I graduated with. They have updated me on all the going ons of the people in my class and we are all growing up. Some of them may not be maturing, but it seems as though some of them are trying. I will be 22 on Friday and it is hard to believe. I will be making a quick trip to Mineral Wells and hopefully we will not get stuck. School starts back next Tuesday and I am not ready. Work has been slow so I haven't been working much and we have scrapping by. | | |
| God works in mysterious ways. Life has been flying by for me. I feel as though I have just been standing in the same spot trying to control what is going on around me. I lost contact with so many of my friends and the past couple of weeks has proven that to be a mistake. God has brought my life to a hault. In the past two weeks I have lost to of my friends. First, Annabelle was a young lady that I met in my Child Development classes. She had Lupis. She was struke down by a bad case of strep throught. Her body could not fight against it. She was set to graduate in December, had her job lined up for herself, and her husband and her were geting ready to adopt a child. She was thirty and lived a happy life. Then, this week I found out that a freind from High School past away. Jannakae was a very happy person. After I graduated she would still say hi to me when I came home for a football game. It is amazing to look at her myspace and see how many people were touched by her life. She was in a terrible car accicdent and her brain began to swell. They thought that she was getting better. Then she got worse again and her family decided that she was tired of fighting. It is sad to see what these two young ladies wanted to do for the world around us. Annabelle want to change the lives of children and Jannakae wanted to change the lives of animals. I cannot understand why God needs them in heaven and not on earth, but I know that they will be greatly missed by their friends and family and even though the children and animals of the future may not know that they miss them they will. Think of all the good these two could have doen for the world. They will both be in my heart forever. I know that there are two more angels walking the streets of heaven this month and I know that they are both looking out for their loved ones. I also know that there are two more families that will be lost and have a hard time this time of year. Please pray for the Malona and McClure families as well as the Sargant families. | | |
| My boyfriends brother was in a bad car wreck. Please pray for my boyfriend and his brother. They think he may be paralised and are watching him to make sure that he does not go into a comma and does not have spinal meningitis. He was driving and was hit by a travel bus on the drivers side. They have already accepted the blame and I am sure that they can get enough money to pay for the car and the hospital bills from the company. | | |
| I am working so hard trying to understand the stuff that I am being taught in Neuroanatomy, but I still feel as though I could shoot myself in the head and every thing would be much better...lol..but I know better than that....I just keep praying and studying....I miss glen lake....and luck to those who are on staff this year....I am going to volunteer one week out of the summer becuase ther rest of the summer I am going to be in school so that I will be ready to start Occupational Therapy school in the Fall...I miss eveyone from camp so much...I will get my fill for the week that I am there...and I have seen how some of the old staff memebers and how they often act arigent....i promise right now that I will act like a volunteer who has never worked at the camp...for the most part....I am also going on mission trip this summer...hopefully that will go okay it will be with Junior High kids but that will be okay....
For Spring Break I am not sure what I am going to do...Todd may have to work we are not sure yet....in a way I want him to because he hasn't had a job in a long time, but at the same time it will be a few months before we get a chance to spend a lot of time together again.....we spend almost every weekend together but that isn't very long...we always miss each other...I know that I want to be with him forever...there is no question in my mind....I think that my mom and I will be spending some mom and me time together on Saturday....I think we are going to paint some ceramic easter eggs at Killn' time....may go to market in Dallas...and May look around TWU at an apartment for August...
All of my friends are either getting married, pregnant or both....it is crazy...I just keep hearing about people having babies...and two out of the four know that they are having boys...that is kind of cool...I will just have to keep praying for them and hope that everything goes well..... | | |
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